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Wednesday, September 08, 2010 / 3:35 PM
Have you ever feel the pain in your chest ? Have youu ? Srsly . It's painful .
Whenever I see you walking alone , and Im with my friend . You will never know what I will do . I stopped . I waited for you . Let you joined in the conversation . But Have you ever know what's the purpose of waiting for you . I believe you don't . YOU DON'T . YOU DON'T GIVE A DAMN TO MY FEELINGS , DO YOU ? I Didnt Want you to be left out . You looked so glum and miserable at that moment .I wanted you to be happy . Smiles on your face .

I am so stupid to have think about your feelings . I regretted . When You're with my friend , you heck care about me ... You continued the conversation with my friend and you didnt even realise that im way behind you . Walking ALONE . You didn't even turn around and look at me . I felt really .left out .. I told myself tons of time that you wouldn't do it again . However , Im wrong . Im totally wrong . I must admit , I told 1 or 2 of my best friends that what I felt about you . Maybe , I told them so that I could comfort myself . I trusted you too much . TooMuchThatYouCanBullyMe ? I suppose so . Have You ever really care about me or is it just pretence ? Do You Think About my feeling ? Have you ever think about the consquences ? Lastly , Do you even understand me ... ? Im left stifling alone . Nostalgia is a seductive liar . You Changed so much . So much .

我把一切都常在心里 。 我不要你们受到伤害 ,你们到底知不知道啊 。人家说有苦就说出来 ,但我做不到。说了又怎样 ? 别人帮得了我吗 ?说了出来 ,不但影响友谊 ,也害了一些人 。 有 ,又有告诉一些人,他们都是我的朋友,他们帮不了我。精神上的压力吧.我学会了原谅 。不管你错了几百几千几万次 ,我都原谅了你 。这件事中,我学会了“人是自私的”。Friendship is just like a glass . Once It is broken , It can be fixed , but there will be alot of cracks on it .
I feel like wadever I do .. It's all wrong . WRONG .There's no reason I should be on this world . My will to live is almost gone . Waiting for the arrival of 2012 . Though , Im afraid .. I am still looking towards it alot ..

You cant fix a broken heart , Can you ?

Lovinq & Missinq Ue
~Xin

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